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Thursday, October 11, 2007
/ 10:37 PM
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my great-grandma passed away on sunday.. rituals done on tues.. i thought i could take it.. but whenever i go over n see her there, i couldn't control my tears.. when i see her being cremated, i totally broke down..

when i went back to wrk on weds, i broke down again when i recalled what happened the previous day.. i blame myself for not visiting her when she was hospitalised.. blaming myself for not being there to see her.. n i couldn't stop blaming myself..

enough.. tts all for today..





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*29 Nov 04 west coast park

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*22 Mar 05 IDEAS presentation

*24 - 26 May 05 chalet

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*25 - 31 Dec 05 japan trip

*japan trip part II

*5 - 7 Mar 06 chalet

*16 Mar 06 disney on ice

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* 8 Aug 06 fireworks display by singapore

* 11 Aug 06 fireworks display by caledonia

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* 29 Dec 06 - 2 jan 07 beijing trip

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* 30 Mar - 02 Apr 07 Elixir Bangkok trip

* 19 Apr 07 poly gathering @ NYNY

* 22 May 07 SP Graduation

* 03 July 07 huey n ju's departure

* 07 Jul 07 Sentosa with poly clique

* 14 Jul 07 Harry Potter & Rach's 20

* 27 - 31 Jul 07 Elixir KL trip

* 18 Aug 07 Fireworks by China

* 21 Sep 07 bro bday

* 20 Oct 07 camping @ Pasir Ris Park

* 7 - 12 Nov 07 - shenzhen, macau & hongkong

* 29 Dec 07 - chai bday

* 09 Feb 08 - Prive

* 25 Jun 08 - picnic @ Botanic Garden

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* 27 - 29 Jun 08 - poly chalet at costa sands pasir ris

* 13 Jul 08 - rach 21st bday party

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* 22 Sept 08 - Qian Zi 21st

* 26 Sept 08 - Hui Ying 20th

* 27 Sept 08 - Australia Zoo

* 2 Oct 08 - whale watching @ moreton & bbq at Diva's place

* 4 Oct 08 - Wet & Wild

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* 11 Jul 09_day 3 - melbourne_penguin parade

* 12 Jul 09_day 4 - melbourne_queen victoria market & meet-ups

* 13 Jul 09_day 5 - melbourne_mt buller

* 14 Jul 09_day 6 - melbourne_free&easy

* 15 Jul 09_day 7 - cairns_night zoo

* 16 - 18 Jul 09_day8 to 10 - cairns_white water rafting, kuranda, snorkel

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